Complicated

3 months passsed since the day left ChongHwa.
Adapting myself to the new environment is always the toughest struggle that i have been encountering so far.
We all know what we need, what we want
yet our ability to achieve something has always been the main concern.
To be frank , i'm still doubting the decision i had made.
I know there is no turning back
I'm not regretted for my leaving from chonghwa
perhaps i had made the wrong choice of college
I'm desperate to go back there,
not for any reason except meeting them.
They could be the reason if i had chosen to stay
Had two outingswith 5szhongers'14
We shared our thoughts genuinely
Gossiping like there is no barrier between us
And i really treasured the moment spent with them
somehow conceived a notion of
how awesome would my life be if i had chosen to stay
missing my friends there so badly,every single of them
reminiscing the past has been being one of my habit recently
Still need sometime to completely get used to this new chapter of life.